sooo i have a slew of lj names, lol add which ones you will

new personal journal - nouns
2nd newest personal journal which i will always use. but i haven't told everyone of the switch because i think they're sick of me switching names lol heartcircus

and my ontd name now is k0liverbby

love u bbs!

honies do me a favor and add me on this name

heartcircus

i'm home for the summer and have muchos free time. no longer will i be a sucky lj friend. i remember when i use to be an awesome one :(

omg ya'll i forgot i had a final tomorrow. I got high tonight, and like i wasn't thinking of all the shit i had to do tomorrow after my final.

For one i haven't even gotten together the study guide and looked over everything. I have to go get a visitor's form tomorrow from the college of business and have to get an advising appointment for that. and I HAVE TO PACK, and get all my shit ready to move out! and get all my shit together, ugh and i wanted to make up at hours at work. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

omfg i'm gonna die!

and i won't even stop and try to do all this stuff now because i'm having a jam session and listeing to justin timberlake and i'm so fuckin high still! WHY!?! why is justin's music so good! i can't stop listening to it, it's so infectious and you just HAVE TO DANCE! this is the best and worst day everrrr

It's the most random times when people show you their true colors.

So my 'bff's, of course i never find the *perfect* friend. Or at least someone who isn't completely nuts. We were both about to get high. As we were leaving she went off on some guy at the front desk, and she noticed he was gay. So we came outside and she started going on this rant 'that stupid white, dick in the booty guy! ew and i bet he has AIDS!'

NO! never is that ok. And then she started going on about how he's white and privileged. All she talks about is how she's a pre med major, but yet how everyone has it so much better than her because she was 'poor'. She thinks she knows everything and goes on about how biology is the hardest major, bitch then why do you get a D in it and almost fail? You had to change your major because it was too hard. I mean she is kind of poor but the way she acts, i'm already done and over it. I can't have a friend who constantly feels knocked down or above everyone. She always has to be right and she will literally talk people down when she isn't sure about something. We have gotten into arguement over wether a bird neither of us could see, on if it was a bat or not. and all i said was 'i'm not sure if that's a bat' and she lost her shit, and we started arguing lmao. #1 i don't go for that intimidating shit, my mom was a bitch and i stopped taking her shit when i was like 16 We're both just gonna bump heads. And it's really kind of sad how she see's everyone as trying to 'prove' her wrong, that's really how she sees it. And i remember when we first met, what i didn't like about her was how she felt every white eprson was bringing her down, or looked down on her. but she talks to white people all the time but says she doesn't really like white people. She's pretty much my best friend now and there's good qualities about her but i don't want to be her friend anymore. She doesn't want to better herself. When someoen asks her why she gets so defensive all the tiem she just says 'that's just mean' and that's a horrible excuse. I don't understand how you can have so much hate for other people..the reason why she thinks all white people hate black people is because she has that kind of hate in her and expects it from other people.

UGH! what happened to my normal friends?

also gonna catch up on my friends list *promise* and reply to other comments

i don't have much to say, but i'm sorry for not wishing you guys a good christmas! i hope it was all really good for all of you, and that you had a great time.