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18 May 2008 @ 08:36 pm
18 May 2008 @ 09:18 am
I was getting ready for church but livejournal was calling my name, so here I am.
Dee and I are going to church and then to the Bokers (Matt, Olivia, James, and Everett...and David and Jayne!) house for a bbq! It'll be grand and I haven't seen them in FOREVER! I took a shower this morning and there was a freaking spider on my ceiling and for some reason I was thinking it was going to drop down and EAT ME! But it didn't, but it's still in my bathroom...
OH! AWKWARD THING!!!
I WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS YESTERDAY AND ALMOST DIED!!!!
ugh, so AWKWARD AND GROSS.
but, I guess, at least they still love each other.
peace./
Dee and I are going to church and then to the Bokers (Matt, Olivia, James, and Everett...and David and Jayne!) house for a bbq! It'll be grand and I haven't seen them in FOREVER! I took a shower this morning and there was a freaking spider on my ceiling and for some reason I was thinking it was going to drop down and EAT ME! But it didn't, but it's still in my bathroom...
OH! AWKWARD THING!!!
I WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS YESTERDAY AND ALMOST DIED!!!!
ugh, so AWKWARD AND GROSS.
but, I guess, at least they still love each other.
peace./
Current Music: modest mouse, missed the boat
17 May 2008 @ 03:37 pm
I'm really not doing well at all. The last couple days I've been sick like crazy and throwing up several times a day. Nothing wants to stay down and I'm down to 123 pounds. Job-hunting isn't going well at all. A filing position requiring a BS and five years experience? A job building an entire website for $40 total? We're going to sink into some major debt to get by until we move down to Santa Barbara. The money we'd saved for IVF, about 40% of the overall cost of it, is gone now. So we are now in the realm of having to borrow money. Any debt we get in to will have to be repaid before we can save again for IVF. And we're talking several thousand dollars of debt we'll be in. This is really upsetting me.
Fuck those assholes at SonicWALL! I hope the company goes under.
Fuck those assholes at SonicWALL! I hope the company goes under.
18 May 2008 @ 12:20 am
it's time to leave
I was idiot enough to watch the series finale of Will & Grace and I can't breathe and this is hard. when people talk about how their world end when they finish a book, my world seems to be alive but utterly alone it's like pluto far away from everyone. I simply hate the last season, absolutely everything about it and please bring them back I need them please. my relation to a few of my friends is like theirs and in the season finale they couldn't be with each other for twenty years and I was utterly afraid. it's fiction but fiction's base is in the reality and my heart got all tangled when the season got incredibly sad and sad and sad and I just couldn't understand why this is ending why this is going to this direction why. it's like after the show ends they're dead. they don't exist anymore. it's even worse than if they had died in the middle of show. because even if you died you'd have existed. haven't yet watched the season two or three or six. there's hope for me. I dare to say it even if sounds absolutely pathetic. I haven't ended a show for years. and Will & Grace - well it actually made happy. and they got separated. since I saw the show for the first time I wished I could be Will. I'd have my Grace. and we'd be happy. happy.
my flight leaves in fourteen hours. if I could have one superpower I'd like to have the ability to control the time.
my flight leaves in fourteen hours. if I could have one superpower I'd like to have the ability to control the time.
melancholy17 May 2008 @ 10:18 pm
L'amour est un trésor
A new batch with a new fandom: Gossip Girl, but the usual stock, actresses etc. icons are also here!
♥ 1 - 24 Gossip Girl : Blair, Serena, Leighton Meester, Blake Lively, Kristen Bell
♥ 25 - 30 Keira Knightley : Pirates of the Caribbean, Atonement, Coco Mademoiselle
♥ 31 - 52 Beauty : Dreaming Perfume, Vintage Pinups, Geishas, Stock
Examples: 
♥ Please leave a little comment to give your opinion and credit 
grain_de_beaute at edensflowers .
♥ If you liked these icons, you're welcome to join my little graphic community here.
♥ Do not hotlink, alter or claim as your own.
♥ Of course, enjoy:)
17 May 2008 @ 10:15 am
So I'm done with IB testing, so school is all downhill from here! It'll be awesome, and I'm so excited. Yesterday I went shopping with Allison and Kayla.
Allison works at Nordstrom so she could get us like 20% off. It is so awesome. I didn't really buy much because my raybans come tuesday and I need to pay alex for those...umm, but I did get a really cute white dress for graduation, because I was having second thoughts about the one that I bought originally for graduation, and I got a super cute pink clutch which I've wanted for awhile.
Kayla had hella money that she wanted to "save" but she didn't even know what she wanted to save it for so we made her buy this SUPER cute dress by free people, it's green and white and is so adorable. Honestly, I can't even believe she actually bought it haha. But it is SO cute and she totally needed something. bah, I love it.
Today I'm going to the U district with Jessica Delacalzada and Kelsey to look around and see how our lives are gonna be in college, yay! And then at 8ish I'm going to Kaylas to party it up. Only not really. We're having dinner and playing games. I think Liz is coming too. It'll be fun. So full day today! annnd, tomorrow I'm going to church with dee and ena and then we're hanging out at the Bokers!
AHH YAY! So fun! I think I'll wear my white dress on sunday.
Allison works at Nordstrom so she could get us like 20% off. It is so awesome. I didn't really buy much because my raybans come tuesday and I need to pay alex for those...umm, but I did get a really cute white dress for graduation, because I was having second thoughts about the one that I bought originally for graduation, and I got a super cute pink clutch which I've wanted for awhile.
Kayla had hella money that she wanted to "save" but she didn't even know what she wanted to save it for so we made her buy this SUPER cute dress by free people, it's green and white and is so adorable. Honestly, I can't even believe she actually bought it haha. But it is SO cute and she totally needed something. bah, I love it.
Today I'm going to the U district with Jessica Delacalzada and Kelsey to look around and see how our lives are gonna be in college, yay! And then at 8ish I'm going to Kaylas to party it up. Only not really. We're having dinner and playing games. I think Liz is coming too. It'll be fun. So full day today! annnd, tomorrow I'm going to church with dee and ena and then we're hanging out at the Bokers!
AHH YAY! So fun! I think I'll wear my white dress on sunday.
Current Mood: happy
16 May 2008 @ 06:33 pm
http://palomasmith.avonrepresentative.c
Who's involved:
Reese Witherspoon
Jordin Sparks
Derek Jeter
and more!
The makeup is GREAT. There is MORE than makeup! The prices are fantastic, you cannot argue!
go to that website and you have more of a selection than just the MARK items ;)
Who's involved:
Reese Witherspoon
Jordin Sparks
Derek Jeter
and more!
The makeup is GREAT. There is MORE than makeup! The prices are fantastic, you cannot argue!
go to that website and you have more of a selection than just the MARK items ;)
16 May 2008 @ 05:09 pm
get stokedso, one of my dear friends (the green circle with a c on it) is the talk of the school
i have to make a chart so you'll understand the story i'm about to tell you
it should be amazing
ps:
going old school in paint
because he may or my not have (i'm leaning towards the not have) slept with K and KY
KY is of the dangling population
K just looks like she would be
mind you, i have known c for 3 year.
k and ky for like 6
i have disliked k and ky for 5 years and 11 months.
k is the biggest slut of my grade
ky has no friends and hangs out with high school kids only.
he graduated 3 years ago.
and is also a slut, with bad tattoos
so end of backstory
while c and i were over in london being all touristy word got around that he
k and ky had a threesome.
now, c has told me on many occasions that he would not touch either of them with a ten foot pole
and that it was just a joke from work
he did damage control via 5 hour time diffrence
all was well
till this week
the squares labled s and t represent signifigent others
s broke up with c this week
k and t are still together
because she is a slut
and n is a friend of us all
who is fed up with people asking abou c k ky
this most likely made no sense, i thank you for reading
16 May 2008 @ 03:07 pm
So Ronery :-(
Am I the only person in the world who doesn't think Penny Arcade's comic is funny?
Like a Micheal Bay film, they follow the same formula for each strip.
Column 1
Relevant current event chatter
Column 2
Video game reference
Column 3
Smarmy gamer reply that has absolutely nothing to do with Columns 1 or 2. If it's a Tuesday or Friday, the likelihood of involving bodily fluids in this column will go up by 20%.
I feel so ronery.
Like a Micheal Bay film, they follow the same formula for each strip.
Column 1
Relevant current event chatter
Column 2
Video game reference
Column 3
Smarmy gamer reply that has absolutely nothing to do with Columns 1 or 2. If it's a Tuesday or Friday, the likelihood of involving bodily fluids in this column will go up by 20%.
I feel so ronery.
15 May 2008 @ 09:32 pm
so why don't you kill yourself?
don't take offence
just think
i watched fchild write that on the board
cover it with the pull down screen
and go
'this could get me fired, it's a touchy thing, please don't take offence'
those 6 short words confused everyone
a room full of half a sleep seniors that don't care anymore
and no smart remark
death is a country
you can visit it wheneven you feel like it
but you'll never return
and that scares everyone
and fasinates them
everyone who wants to live forever is a liar
everyone who can live forever just wants to die
phil.lit is the best class i have ever taken
i'd fail my senior year till i'm 21 just to take that class
i'd be an ubermeinch and it'd be amazing
i graduate in 44 days
this is the end
but it goes
on and
on